In my greatest thoughts Lies my deepest fear of death But this too shall pass…
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I finally got my Schengen visa and Iām ready for that travel. Itās been a long time coming. So I was supposed to meet up with my friends Ruth and Ebun either in Amsterdam or France. One week before traveling, there was change of plans. I was going to be a solo traveler for the first week in Amsterdam. I had two weeks to spend, thanks to my recharge week and work from any country šš». I started my July…
I think thatās all I can think of when it comes to June 2022. I will trust the process June started with house search. Infact I was due to move out from where I was staying. I even paid for the gym that I wasnāt sure I was going to keep up with. After intense weeks of searching, I found a place. Yaaaaaay. Getting it wasnāt so easy. I paid for the full house without any hope of getting housemates…
I entered May broke. Btw Iām always broke š¤£š¤£š¤£. Itās always May for me. The 7th to be precise. Thatās my birth month and my favourite period of the year. I started thinking about my birthday since last year December but I didnāt have any concrete plans. I was already tired of the whole house party thingy so I wanted something different. That included sleeping and waking up. Days into my birthday I already have series of dates and fun…
Itās my excitement for me. Waking up in recent times with the peace of mind that Iām not filtering my LinkedIn to remote, easy apply, registering on every job platform, looking for courses on Udemy, Udacity, Coursera, Edx, etc. Lol I had different CV for different roles Accounting, Economics, Finance, Admin, Customer Support, Technical writing, Compliance, Onboarding Analyst, Technical support, Home care, etc. God knows it was tough. I gave up several times and tried again. It was my last…
March came with everything I wanted and boom the sad days kicked in. Everyday became a torture. I was filled with rage. This gender has hurt me too much. Trying hard to celebrate my wins without this deep pang of regret: Like how did I get here? Now let me leave my healing for another day. Thereās a friend, we talked but we werenāt so close. 15th April was our last interaction. Why did I feel she didnāt wish me…
Looking back and celebrating the old. Looking forward to the new. Should I talk about it? Maybe I shouldnāt. My head isnāt meant to be beating this fast. Yh I thought it was over. Why am I crying so hard? Why am I awake thinking like Iāve never done before? Only you can control your emotions and try to be a better person Itās funny how Iām a strong girl and a badass but my heart feels so soft March…
First month of the new year alive and healthy starting off šš»šš»šš». I was excited and ready to start the year on a positive note because I am looking forward to a lot of mind blowing opportunities in 2022. I was also anxious because a new year means Iām getting old. I wasnāt ready for this part of adulthood so it got me bothered a lot. I decided to take my fitness journey to another level by registering in a gym.…
Itās not something you can clearly communicate to others about how you feel. Most times we act like we donāt even feel it. We smile like we are alright but deep down thereās something like a knife slicing your insides. We all know theyāll be healing for every pain but the problem is how long can you survive? Do I cry? Maybe? Sometimes? Hardly. Your chest just hurts. Sometimes Iād rather allow my self feel physical pain and equate it…