Growing up as a child I heard about His love for me
How possible was this when I didn’t even know Him
Everyone told me about all the good things He’s been doing for me
Was he a distant relation making up for the lost moment or could it be my real dad making up for a crime only Him can explain?
Nah I don’t think so…..I’ve never seen him before but why this unconditional love for me?
Do I really deserve it after being mean to people?
Everywhere I go, I hear how magnificent he is, his greatness and awesomeness
I couldn’t be left behind
This is someone I should be associated with, I should show him off to everyone
I had my own share of this love, Infact all of it.
I started talking to him everyday, he sure listens.
My parents told me as a child he would answer all my needs
I truly fell in love with him, I was addicted to knowing him more
I feel his presence when I give myself to him
Every now and then I let him down ? I say and do things he won’t approve of
When did i really get so distant from my first love?
I yearn for His love because I feel so alone without it
Did I replace him in my heart with someone else??
Who did i put all my trust in apart from him? I’m truly sorry because my heart aches
He never stopped loving me, I don’t feel it sometimes because of guilt.?
I’m still in love with my first love not even clothes, shoes, friends, my parents can replace the spot I have for him in my heart. ❤️❤️❤️
His name is the sweetest name I know JESUS