I finally deleted your pictures, I finally removed the last of us. I hate how I glow in each frame that remains, Hate the wine glass, my lip stain, Hate to see my favorite dresses I’ll never wear again, Hate the pictures of food aesthetics, the art on my plate. Your face can’t be in my view anymore— The video of the first day, too good to be true. What’s left of our first rendezvous is only a memory, The…
It wasn’t just about you It wasn’t just about the things you did It’s not you It’s me It’s about the people in my life It’s about the constant hurt in different repeated forms It’s about not seeing the pattern until it’s too late I always want a forever bond with the people in my life I make effort to always show up and be present I make everyone and their needs my priority It didn’t start today Since…
I feel foolish seeking love from mere mortals— Humans still fumbling through life without laughter. I fail to see how I am guilty of the same sin for which I blame them, For I do not reciprocate the love I receive as expected. Perhaps I should define love on my own terms so that I don’t have such high expectations. Flowers are beautiful, date nights are magical, road trips bring solace. Do these embody the love I yearn for? Or…
About my week Lord I lack the appropriate words to say how my week has been. I went to a new church that I didn’t like. It got me upset that I wasted my time being there. On Monday the 18th was my mum’s 50th birthday. She was genuinely happy and I’m glad I was part of it. I was happy seeing how beautiful she looked. I had a meeting with my manager on Tuesday. It was fine but my…
Once again I know these emotions like I know the back of my palm Back then I could write a whole book about this feeling I’m falling falling falling I need to be rescued I’m scared of what I’m not even sure of Hey lovers come and teach me how to love once again How can I just lie down on my bed and imagine the worst that could ever happen and decide not to give it a try? Some…
If I were to speak with eloquence in earth’s many languages, and in the heavenly tongues of angels, yet I didn’t express myself with love, my words would be reduced to the hollow sound of nothing more than a clanging cymbal. And if I were to have the gift of prophecy with a profound understanding of God’s hidden secrets, and if I possessed unending supernatural knowledge, and if I had the greatest gift of faith that could move mountains, but…
Hey Jewel, Loving you is the best feeling ever It’s just a week and it feels like ages I’m tired of people I love leaving I’m not insecure…I’m just really emotional when it comes to things that affect my heart I don’t want to lose you People may not see what you’re worth, but I really value you a lot Do you love me enough to want to spend the rest of your life with me? Stop thinking of us…
God Is Love 7-10 My beloved friends, let us continue to love each other since love comes from God. Everyone who loves is born of God and experiences a relationship with God. The person who refuses to love doesn’t know the first thing about God, because God is love—so you can’t know him if you don’t love. This is how God showed his love for us: God sent his only Son into the world so we might live through him. This…
I had a cheerful heart: I divided it into a hundred pieces, I gave out ninety nine, I kept a tiny battered piece for myself. Whenever any of them felt troubled, I looked for ways to keep it going, I wanted mine to be better, I had to fill the with so much love so it can bring life to the sad one. Some hearts felt I didn’t care about their happiness anymore How can I amend broken hearts? All…
It’s my duty to be grateful today and everyday Thank you Father: For life that has no duplicate but I’m living the best of it For reassuring my faith even in trying times and adversity For good health when there are a lot of life threatening ailments For numerous blessings For understanding every situation I go through and stepping in with the best solution For doing so much for me when I’ve done little or nothing in return For giving…