Winter Hiatus

I’ve tried writing on several topics but I always get stuck half way because I don’t know how to start and when I do, the conclusion isn’t that easy too.

I can’t overemphasize the importance of peace of mind. Recently I’ve been stressed out physically, emotionally and mentally but at the end of the day I still have a way of going to bed happy. Like really happy knowing I have a new day to face my struggles.

I think too much and I hate it. I worry over unnecessary things that hardly even makes sense. I’ve come to realize these past few weeks that peace of mind is something that’s very essential in order for me not to lose it completely.

I have amazing people in my life that haven’t given up on me so far. New friends that make sure the laugh lines on my face show, family and my forever friends. I get strength from their encouragement. Even when I feel really tired, I’ll still have to talk to certain people to complete the spice of my day.

Waking up every morning to pray and read the word God has for me cannot be understated and sleeping with a reminder of His truth has helped me so far this new year.

Some days are really quiet. I replay my plans in my head over and over again. I learn to look at the world through the eyes of people who are in pain, hungry, sick and suffering. I’ve learnt so much from this. My intention is to be a kind person. Speak with love to everyone and the same time not gullible.

I think of when I’ll get to finally rest, like waking up and not stressing myself over certain things. I know for a fact I will have to do some things over and over again or I’ll eventually have a box filled with regrets.

This year is full of opportunities and I’m trying to be very intentional about it. I am ready for something new.

By the way I woke up to eviction notice again 🤣🤣🤣. My village people won’t allow me rest well.

Happy new year. 2020 is our year. This time around I’m too sure about it.

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