It’s my excitement for me. Waking up in recent times with the peace of mind that I’m not filtering my LinkedIn to remote, easy apply, registering on every job platform, looking for courses on Udemy, Udacity, Coursera, Edx, etc. Lol I had different CV for different roles Accounting, Economics, Finance, Admin, Customer Support, Technical writing, Compliance, Onboarding Analyst, Technical support, Home care, etc. God knows it was tough. I gave up several times and tried again. It was my last…
March came with everything I wanted and boom the sad days kicked in. Everyday became a torture. I was filled with rage. This gender has hurt me too much. Trying hard to celebrate my wins without this deep pang of regret: Like how did I get here? Now let me leave my healing for another day. There’s a friend, we talked but we weren’t so close. 15th April was our last interaction. Why did I feel she didn’t wish me…
Looking back and celebrating the old. Looking forward to the new. Should I talk about it? Maybe I shouldn’t. My head isn’t meant to be beating this fast. Yh I thought it was over. Why am I crying so hard? Why am I awake thinking like I’ve never done before? Only you can control your emotions and try to be a better person It’s funny how I’m a strong girl and a badass but my heart feels so soft March…
First month of the new year alive and healthy starting off 💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻. I was excited and ready to start the year on a positive note because I am looking forward to a lot of mind blowing opportunities in 2022. I was also anxious because a new year means I’m getting old. I wasn’t ready for this part of adulthood so it got me bothered a lot. I decided to take my fitness journey to another level by registering in a gym.…
It’s not something you can clearly communicate to others about how you feel. Most times we act like we don’t even feel it. We smile like we are alright but deep down there’s something like a knife slicing your insides. We all know they’ll be healing for every pain but the problem is how long can you survive? Do I cry? Maybe? Sometimes? Hardly. Your chest just hurts. Sometimes I’d rather allow my self feel physical pain and equate it…
About my week Lord I lack the appropriate words to say how my week has been. I went to a new church that I didn’t like. It got me upset that I wasted my time being there. On Monday the 18th was my mum’s 50th birthday. She was genuinely happy and I’m glad I was part of it. I was happy seeing how beautiful she looked. I had a meeting with my manager on Tuesday. It was fine but my…
I dreaded September. I kept checking my balance every two days to make sure I would still have a house after my expenses. It was almost like all my closest friends were born in September. Hey God!!! How will I survive this shame and a lot of them got me something on my birthday. Jessica opened the floor of September birthdays. I was glad I was able to settle all the September celebrants. Next thing gist flying up and down…
I didn’t see this trip coming soon. It was expected at some point but later than sooner. After a little argument with the loml, next thing I’m checking train fares, hotel prices and my PTO to suit the day we wanted. My browser was filled with things to do in Galway. I was making budgets to minimise costs I didn’t plan for. After my weekend request for time off was not granted, what a better way to start your week…
Esther was born for such a time as this. She was beautiful and found favour in the sight of all those who saw her. She was a woman who grew into her God-given role. Esther submitted herself wholeheartedly to God and her husband in line with God’s plan without abusing the concept of submission or losing herself in the bid to remain passive. Esther showed wisdom in handling matters that could easily go haywire. She exercised her authority without abusing…
Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8 There is a time for everything,and a season for every activity under the heavens:a time to be born and a time to die,a time to plant and a time to uproot,a time to kill and a time to heal,a time to tear down and a time to build,a time to weep and a time to laugh,a time to mourn and a time to dance,a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,a time to embrace…